Tuesday, March 31, 2009

A change…

Since last few days I have been trying to get along with people personally who think I’m a difficult person to understand or have some preconceived untruths about me. I have been meeting them irrespective of their will to reconcile or otherwise.

Experimenting is a way to truth as it would not be always right to think of yourselves as a righteous person. Recently many such incidents happened when people believed certain things about me and held grudges I didn’t even acknowledge. Even after this, when I forwarded my hand of friendship towards them either the relations worsened or reconciled. This is the change I have been witnessing in my nature these days and it feels good. Here, one feels and tries to get over the sense of ‘I’.

Since a last few months, it has become my habit to praise someone’s work if I like it, no matter I know the person or not. For instance, I really adored the work of Nishikant Kamath, director of Mumbai Meri Jaan; Neeraj Pandey, director- A Wednesday; Diwakar Bannerjee, director of Oye Lucky; Anurag Kashyap, Dev D’s director; Delhi 6 director Rakeysh Mehra and actors of the film Gulal. And believe me, the satisfaction and happiness that appreciating them gave me was immense and unexplainable. Not that I didn’t like their work before. But earlier I didn’t specifically contact them solely for appreciating their work. This change has untied the knots inside me and the process is likely to go on.

Off late, I talked to my old friend Piyush Mishra regarding his music skills in the film Gulal. People now acknowledge his work and he’s being praised too. I have a learned a lot from him. We have experienced ups and downs together in life. I wish him all the success and happiness ahead. I have seen various sides of him and now it’s your turn to cherish the same. However, this is just a beginning.

Love
Yours
Manoj Bajpayee

7 comments:

Neha said...

hello manoj sir aap ka reply aaya tha i m very happy but mere problems to ase he rahenge
kya aap mere koe help kar sakte hai plz reply me in hindi.

Neha said...

please sir aap muje serious nahi le rahe hai i real me bhut pareshan ladke hu aur mai koe joot nahi bol rahe hu belive me mere parents ke death ho gaye 4 years phele aap he batao jiske parents he nahi hote us ladke ke liye samaj me rehna kitna mushkil hota hai har koe us par galat nazar rakta hai vase mere 3 bhai hai but vo bhi kya karenge agar job karnege to khayage otherwise unhe khana bhi nahi milage mera sabse chota bhai 12 years ka hai aur ak bhai 14 years ka hai vo to abhi se naukri karne laga hai mai bhi computer sikate hu mera ak bhai 21 years ka hai vo bhi job karta hai hum sab milkar kam karte hai mere to shaade jase bhi ho he jayage but mere bhaiyo ka kya hoga unke pass to rehne ke liya ghar bhi nahi hai unki shaade kaun karayaga muje apne se jyada unke tenshion rehte hai kya kru mai plz reply me.

rashmi said...

neha ji,ap jo bhi hai i dont care but is tarah k jhoot likhne se help nahi milti hai,yar b mature..aise koi help nahi kerta hai..kya manoj ji ne koi anaath aalay khol rakha hai kya...kyu us busy aadmi ko tension deti/detey ho,...i know tum ek boy ho...come on yar on ur i .d....kya bewakoofi bhari batey likhte ho...
baaki ap ki marzi...........

prangya prativa said...

hello ,nice to watch your post here.

anand said...

hi manoj bhai,mainbhi ramajas college kaa student thaa-1988-1994 ke bich B.A.,M.A dono wahin se kiya.meri najar me aap is samay bollywood ke sabase sashakt actor hain.jee haan .mainkoi chapaloosi nahin kar raha balki ye sachchai hai.lekin ek aise samaj me jahaan ki jyada aabaadi apni ashiksha aur garibi ko sapane dikhanewali filmon ke jariye apane aramaan poori karati hai wahan aapake abhinay ki gaharai se shayad kisi ko koi matalab nahi hai. kamaal kaa hai ye desh manoj bhai.
desh me aag lagati hai to desh ke bhagyavidhata kano me tel daalakar hothon se baansuri bajate hue najar aate hain. us desh ke logonse aur kya ummid kar sakate hain hum. kaise badalegaa samaaj?jo badalana chahate hain wo kamajor hain aur jo taakatawar hain wo taakat ke nashe me choor hain.
manoj bhai ,main bihar ke kaimur[bhabhu]district se hoon.
raajaniti aur samaaj kaa har roop jo julm ki jameen par khada hai,mujhe baichain karata hai,
manoj bhai,main muscular destrophy kaa patient hoon.jyada umra baaki nahin hai.wheelchair par last 5-6 saalon se hoon.phir bhi college ke dinon se hi samaj me chetanaa laane ki jo khwahish paal li hai wo aaj bhi khatm hone ko taiyar nahin .
main sahitya kaa pujari hoon .din bhar padhana aur likhanaa hi mera kaam hai.likhata hoon aur shayad booraa bhi nahin likhata lekin kabhi chhapawaya nahin khud ko yaa chhap nahin sakaa.chahata hoon.un par film bane taaki jyada se jyada logon tak wo kahaniyan pahunchen.kya aap apana email id hamen denge ?aap ko kuchh kahaniyan bhejana chahata hoon.your---amar dayal singh,
email---asamardayal12@gmail.com

aseem said...

would like to manoj more and more about your journey as an actor - so keep on wrting, writing and writing on the blog

aseem said...

read lot about Satya on anurag kashyap's and ram gopal varma's blog. read how the bhikku mhatre, the character was created! would like to know your story of how exactly you perceived the character when it was presented to you. and what kind of decisions were taken by you to make the bhikku more real